When I'm awake at night
Sometimes I picture you
And hear those words again
You said, "I'm leaving"
I couldn't hold you down
And not expect that you would drown
I'm a clown
But no one's laughing
Maybe you're from another planet
One I want to invade
It's all been said
To me you're dead
And it's time to turn your page
I'm not sure what it was
That led us down that dead-end road
Some of those signs can be quite deceiving
I knew your favorite things
Didn't know that one of them was someone else
I'm done believing
Someday there will be understanding
Everyday is a tragedy
It's me you blame
But it's a shame
That you will always carrie
That you will always carrie
That you will always carrie